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Bachelor Thesis, The Philosophy of Comedy— Laughter as Healing Power— Field Studies in Cape Town, South Africa, February to April 2016 founded by Scholarship from The Swedish International Development Cooperation Agency

söndag 17 januari 2016

SIDA, Härnösand and Minor Field Studies Priorities

I am on my way to Härnösand, but first a short stop in Sundsvall, only a technical one, since I need to change trains. It is so funny, not the fact that I am going to Härnösand, but the fact that I have not been further up north in Sweden. The furtherest I traveled in this country, is Östersund, which is not even half way up this country! I almost traveled the whole world, visited all of its continents, but I have not yet seen the exotic environment in the north of my own country. Can I really claim that I am well-traveled person?



I am excited, the course in Härnösand is at Sida's headquarters. Sida is short for The Swedish Development Cooperation Agency, it is an organization on behalf of the Swedish parliament and government with the mission to reduce poverty in the world. You can read more about Sida and the goals of its organization HERE (opens i new window).

I really look forward to these days at the course! I think we are about 25 people who all got the scholarship for Minor Field Studies. Every one of us is going to visit an undeveloped country and during a period of at least 8 weeks perform a field study. I am going to South Africa, and right now, on the train, I am preparing a task in which we will discuss the current political- social, cultural and economical situations in the countries we visit. I am so curious about the other people who will be there and what their theses are about. (If you want to know more about the scholarship and how to apply, talk to your career- and guidance councillor at your school. I got my scholarship approved from Södertörn University (opens in new window)).

I am so happy that I got the opportunity to do this and I am really looking forward to learn more! I am curious about the world and I am open to anything that will happen. I have no fear. The subject for my thesis is comedy, and I will love to tell you more about it and my task to investigate how comedians in Cape Town use the stage to discuss important issues in their society.

Did you by the way know that the word opportunity come from the latin words ob (to) and portus (door). First of all, I love language and communication. I like to look at words and figure out where they come from. OPPORTUNITY— TOWARD DOOR — I like that, I can see myself moving through different worlds, through doors and opportunities, taking baby steps to develop and to look for possibilities to new doors! It is me that have to take the step! The opportunity might always be there, but it is up to me if I will find it and take it. What I am trying to say is, that there is a lot of doors out there, but if you want to get to the other side of it, you need to take action. It all starts with a decision. People often ask me "How can you do it?" and "How is it that YOU get to do it?". The answer is easy, I work hard and move towards the doors. In this case: I applied for the scholarship. I made a decision and then I took action! VOILÀ!


Have you ever been to South Africa? Do you know anything about Cape Town? I am open to any advice or thoughts! Please contact me with a comment below! Just make a move! 




fredag 20 november 2015

Nature does not exist— an investigation of nature and the human purpose of becoming God.

Once upon a time, Nature and Human existed together in serenity with God in an eternal nothingness. God, Human and Nature where united, they where one and they were equal. They would not survive without each other, they all knew that, and did not question it therefore. One day, they started to discuss wether one was better than the other, which one of them that existed first, and who was the one primary to them all. Human used fantasy and argued with Reason, God just watched quietly and Nature did not know what to do. Reason was the cause of the divorce between Human, Nature and God. Human with its newfound love, Reason, abandoned God, and Nature was now spinning around in universe on its own. Human created something it called Earth and took Nature as a hostage. God did not know what to do since it was lost in space but sometimes it heard its own name being shouted by Human. One day, Nature realized it missed its relation to Human...

NATURE: How could you?
HUMAN: What do you mean?
NATURE: You destroyed me?!
HUMAN: I did not destroy you!
NATURE: You did, and when you abandoned God, you abandoned me! We were supposed to stick together. We were a team?!
HUMAN: It was not my fault! God believed it was better than us?!
NATURE: And who are you to argue against that?
HUMAN: I did not. Reason did!
REASON (interrupts) : I did not. It was Nature!
NATURE: I did not. Life was so much better before Reason was here!
REASON: You made us do it..
HUMAN: Reason is right...
NATURE: I have not done anything!
GOD: Shut up! Listen! I have something to say!
Nature and Human did not hear God, since they had their hands full of reasoning with Reason. The Human of God and the Human of Nature, now became the Human of Reason.
HUMAN: What was that?
NATURE: I also heard it, maybe it was my nature?
REASON: You guys are crazy. It was nothing.
GOD: DO NOT LISTEN TO REASON! IT IS A TRAP!

THE QUESTIONS...

This paper, is an unreasonable meditation on earth, nature and the human being. It is questioning how we look at nature, and the human concept of human itself and likewise its own concept of nature and its difference to the human nature as such. The primary purpose of this paper, is to make you think beyond your own species, beyond your own humanity, even if that is impossible— try to have a look behind your own consciousness and about your own perception of reality. This paper is for the uneducated and for the very smart. This paper will not prove the impossibility of finding a primary being, a beginning and a first cause— there is no cause of this paper. This paper has its own cause, and you might figure out why. This paper is presenting to you, another circle of life and the thesis that nature does not really exist. This paper is asking questions it cannot answer— its only point, is to be the nature of its writer, a dwelling on its own. This paper is a psychotic rambling like Rousseau's Discourse on Inequality. Here we go. The conclusion is: pray.

THE OBJECT OF NATURE

When I think about nature, I think about it as something that I am in, not something that I am a being of. As soon as I think nature, I put myself outside of it, I made nature the object of my thought. In one way, nature is like consciousness, I cannot ask the question about what it really is, since I cannot eliminate myself from the equation. There is no way that I can look at it as a pure object. Of course, the world I perceive is always within me, but in this case, when I think of nature as an object, I am also without it. The nature always changes and develops, but the nature of nature itself, we say, is something that is changeless. I think of nature as a presence, but the fact is, that nature itself is always moving. Nature is not firm, it is movement, but the nature of nature, is solid and infinite.
I think of nature as something beyond me, the reality outside of me, which is not human. I think of nature, as that which I am surrounded by. Nature is the environment, that which I am in the middle of. I put myself as a human being in the center of attention. God is somewhere in the periphery, and I am standing on the earth, looking at both myself, God and Nature. I am the center. I am the narrative. I have, as Dipesh Chakrabarty calls it, an anthropocentric view of the world, (p.209) which I realize, I cannot escape from. I am not free, I am a prisoner of my own mind and perception. In this sense, my mind is even supernatural. It has a metaphysical nature as nature, which can transcend nature— this process is beyond Reason, we will come to that later.
Reason and its empirical knowledge is what is creating my real world and the nature which I am in; I cannot understand this nature, I do not see the electrons it is made of and I cannot imagine, the made up reality of nature. It might be crazy, but at least it is a truth, that I put Reason with its sensible empirical knowledge in the center of the universe, and from there, I decide what is natural, and what is not.
Me, on the other hand, is just a human being in the middle of all this. I am my body, but I am also the soul within, I am that supernatural spirit. My body is my environment, that which I am surrounded by, just as the nature. Everything else but my spirit is included in the material world. I made myself an object of nature, which I with my unreasonably mind can escape.

THE HUMAN BEING AS AN OBJECT

Now, let us have a look at the human. We are not only subjects, but we can also be seen as objects in and on, for and by this world. Though, we cannot escape our own existence as experiencing subjects, but we can with our subjectivity, imagine ourselves as a contributing concept of and to this world. We are able to fantasize ourselves to a place, where the human being, and the force of it, are seen as an agents of and on nature. When I say human, I also say spirit. Human is an animal with spirit or to use Chakrabarty's concept, the human has an inside and we think that nature might not and sometimes we ask ourselves, if the nature would miss us if we were not here. This is a sign of a mind above nature. We see ourselves as a force of nature (p.205), that we are the ones that could solve the future with our science. On top of all this, I can also see myself as biological organism and not only an organized cultural being that speaks a language.
When I think of myself as an object of nature, I wonder, if I am the purpose of the world? My own mind tend to think so. I think that in the natural chain of nature, I am a human, and I am the goal. I am answering the question of God; nature and earth ends with me, but I also know that this is not true, but this is the beauty of Reason— it can make anything up.
Nature itself is changeless, it is the nature of nature. What is it, that within me is changeless; that is my nature; and what is that nature? That is the most profound question— is it within my nature to do something special or to be something? Or is it simply my nature to ask the question about my own nature? John Sallis puts it as: I come from earth, and everything I know come from earth. Well, I wonder, do I really know that? Maybe I came from a stone in outher space from the beginning? My mind is a result of years of development, it is a product of yesterdays thoughts. I have matter memories in my DNA. Maybe the human being is not the end, maybe it is just the beginning? Maybe I do not know what my nature is, or maybe I do know somewhere deep within, or maybe I just forgot? Maybe I just use my language to make things up because I have nothing else to do. Maybe that what I know deep within, is without language and could be expressed only with the help of the God I once abandoned.

THE UNNATURAL HUMAN AND THE POINT OF NO POINT.

We will still and (probably) always wonder, why are we here? What is the point? This, I will come to later in this paper, some human beings claims that they have the answer to, but still, those questions makes me wonder, if those are questions that are within our nature? Are we meant to think about our own nature? Am I meant to be, to just to ask these kinds of questions? I am a human, I am a part of nature, but at the same time I tend to distract myself from it, I am, so to say, in the process of making a distance between myself and nature. Why? Do I do it, because then I would be able to ask a question about it? Do I do it just so that I can define nature as an object beyond myself? Am I doing this so that I no longer have to be a part of what I am just about to destroy? Why do I disconnect myself from my own nature?
Beyond all of this, I know, that the earth itself, is the place where I was born, and the place of my nature? Does this mean, that nature both is, and is not, a part of me? Sallis has an easy answer to that question: ”All things come from earth and end up becoming earth.” (p20.) In this case, why do I try to become something that I am not?
With this in mind, one more question comes to me: How come, that we by nature look in space for answers to our existence? Are we traveling through space to find a new home or what? In the grand scheme of things (and we humans love schemes and things cause we apparently use Reason to organize everything), our home is also the universe and the infinite. Why do we look in space for answers, not on earth, or even inwards within our deep selves?
To answer some of my questions I would like to use the philosopher of Hannah Arendt, who once claimed that “The human is lost in universe.” How come we think that photographs from Pluto would give us more answers about our own existence, than people from the other side of the world? How come, things that are closer to us, seems more foreign? How come I rather identify myself with a stone or a flower, than with another human being? I was born to, and on this earth, but where is my home; where is my place? If that place is not here, then where can it be? What is my task as a human being; do I even have one? What is the meaning of my life?

PLACE AS PRIMARY IDENTITY...

Patriots and racists are brought up being told that the most courageous thing to do is to fight for their country. They are being told that this is what they are meant to do, that it is the beauty of life, that family comes first. They are being told, that the spirit of the land includes to fight for one other, to fight for the power; it is in their blood to save the place that they call home, the point of life for them is to save the people that brought them up and made their home a home.
This means, that the land itself, is the meaning of ones life. The earth itself is seen as a goal for the humanity. The land, becomes ones identity. The argument for this is, that if they did not have a land, then what would they be? My easy answer to that question is, just like everybody else, some weird ass organism on the planet earth, like they always have been; but my hard answer to that question, has to do with place as identity. I see a contemporary problem here, and it is the one of immigration, or rather, the people that are living and do not have to immigrate, the population that already lives, that claim that the land is theirs; the problem is the people claiming that the immigration is a problem. The patriots and racists, they are the real problem. They do not realize, that they actually never had any land to protect, it was always there, the land owns them, they do not own the land and therefore they cannot claim that they have something to save. The land was there first! How come some people think they can own the world? Something is wrong. The land is nothing that can be owned, and thats why people protect and fight for it. Simple is that, it is not natural. Patriots and racists has to fight for their imaginary rights. I would like to say as Rousseau did, that the first man who said that “This is mine.” is the one to blame.
The earth was here before us. It is the land that protects us from falling into never ending space and eternity. We are only a species and a concept on a planet. Why do we think that we can protect the world that is actually protecting us from vacuum and nothingness? How can we even think that we can save it; and what are we supposed to save it from, when the biggest threat to it, is the human species ourselves? It is the race of the human race who destroys the world.
Are we not just a parasite that brought war to this world? Is that our purpose, our causal goal, and the circle of life? Is my nature to ask the question of my nature and the answer to that question is to destroy it; is the answer to its question only its own negation. The circle of life is a short circuit! The point is, that there is no point. The racists made up their own point, and they claim their right with land, land that was not theirs from the beginning.
We humans are explorers for sure, but as Hannah Arendt puts it, not only do we want to experience places, we want to concur them, physically. We do not want to leave them as they are. We want to take places with us home. This makes me think about when being a tourist, how one photograph memories, and wants them as objects. Some times someone picks up a beautiful stone from a forrest and bring it home to the living room, and I have even heard and seen people who likes to bring sand home from a far away beach. The fact that we want to keep a memory from an earth that did not belong to us and that is no longer present, makes me question and wonder about the meaning of place. We want to keep memories we do not really have and which belong to a place which is not really ours. We want to make something metaphysical physical. We create an unnatural world. We think we take nature with us home, when nature already is our home.

THE UPROOTED MAN IS DESTOYING EARTH.

The uprooting of man has already begun. It was already here from the very beginning. It is our primary being. We do not have any roots. We are not trees. Our nature is to think the worst when we do not know what is going to happen. David Macauley says that we lost our connection to the Gods, and the Gods where the once who connected us to each other (p.302). Now we only have the world between us, and that is, as we all know filled with borders and empty space, since even if we belong, the space belong to someone or is actually connected to somewhere else. We are only flesh (p.308), and the flesh both differ and connects us to our planet. The flesh remembers, it is made up by the elements from earth, air, fire and water, which always been here. Our flesh knows, but we do not know what it knows since we are fooled by Reason. We are still filled with unreasonable fire, every life that exist is a metaphor of fire (p.295). Our home is in air, which is also what carries the voice. (p.316)
We have our inspiration, respiration, everything with spirit is God remembering us about its existence. It loves to hide, just like our nature. Elements cannot be property. It is always shared, like Nature and God— it has no end. When sky was the limit, the earth had an end, and air was the one border to heaven. Now we lost ourselves, the elements are no longer us. The matter moved on. We want to exist only in soul. We see ourselves as immortal beings, but we are not. Nature is something immortal, and is going to survive no matter what. It will for sure survive us, since it does not exist materially anymore, but is still present, metaphysically. The element of earth is not only the place where I live, is it also something that I dig into, that I live on and of, that I make my own. Where we are, is also what and how we are. (p.319) Our home decides everything, and unfortunately, we lost it. We still got the elements, the irreducible cosmic substance that forever is. (p.325)
We still need a connection. It is said we come from the earth, from the soil. Man now makes nature a resource and transform it to capital. Human values clean air and fresh water. Reason made this all happen. We try to save nature for the future and claim that we are intelligent, free and moral creations. Why do I need books for knowledge? I argue with reason and tell myself I have to go to the soul for nurturing. Where will I find the answer to the questions I cannot name?

SOME ANSWERS OF BEING WITH HEIDEGGER...

According to Heidegger's text “Building, Dwelling, Thinking” we live to create and to build, our home is actually our life. This means, that dwelling is our nature. Our living is made out of building, the very essence of being a human is this particular activity. It is what we are here for, the purpose of our lives is building, living and thinking. To think is to live, and to live is to live, and to let things live is to let live and to let life be, is to fulfill oneself. That is the point of living. That is what life is. The point through Heidegger is to create and make life live in the creations. In this meaning, the human is a product of nature, but the new nature is also a product of human, and that is how it is supposed to be. We used nature to create our own nature. We used the elements, fire, water, air and earth to live. We cannot do it without Mother Earth, but the energy which started all of this, is the energy within us. It is within us, like fire, the first energy, life. This is also the first art (techne) of ours— our first technology, the use of fire. This how the human being started to make the world its own.
The environment is a place I do not belong to, but I take it as my place, I start making it natural for me. Is it nature that is changing itself or is it me changing nature? Is our productivity natural, and capitalism, the productivity by human just a part of the natural chain and therefor is also technology actually natural? If we think like Heidegger, it is. He says that “Dwelling, however, is the basic character of Being in keeping with which mortals exists.”. We are simply just imitating the productivity of nature, but we do it human style. Nature is our resource, it is there for us to use. We learn from nature. We can use nature as a book.

THE END OF GOD, THE START OF USING NATURE AND THE BEGINNING OF THE LIFE...

Nature was born when the fairytales died. We stopped believing in God, and started to listen to Reason. The human being started to ask questions about its own existence with Reason as a functional base. The Human did not know what earth was, but believed it came from something they called God, but which they could not identify. The human being could no longer accept answers without empirical proof. The human wanted to explain the world from its own perspective. I totally understand this, and I guess that this is how Mother Earth was created. The world was now a place for human birth. Macauley use this beautiful metaphor, of the woman as not only a human being, but also a place. Since it within most of the female bodies, also is a place for a new person to live (p.199). This is how we made nature an object, and we started to organize nature with our minds. Nature was no longer something we lived in. It was now an object of knowledge.
We use our language to name things, and we still blame God for the order of nature. We see ourselves, the human race, as the end of the life chain, nature is in between. We think we are the goal, that Mother Earth created us for one purpose, that we are the meaning of this Earth. We made ourselves kings over the order of nature since we, ourselves organized it that way. Maybe that might be our purpose— to organize? We take on ourselves a responsibility that we do not really have. We seem not to trust God at all. Is that our nature? The thought that God has another purpose that we are unaware of, is the most frightened thing; and if we are not the end of this world, then who or what is? So we try to sort things out on our own, and look how well it goes...
Nature, the principle that is our pre model of order, the causal chain, that which shows us the process of matter, change, reborn and reform. We look at other animals and see how they make it through the day, and then we repeat. Einsteins principle of energy comes in handy when we talk about the primary purpose of everything, that which in nature/matter/energy can never be created nor disappear, just transform. It is also the principle that is within us, the principle of nature, our nature, our elements. Our senses might fool us, that is why we have to look inward for answers sometimes, we have to look beyond Reason. We look at Nature and God, we need to forget Reason and see the truth behind our empirical knowledge.
Let us talk about the potentiality of matter, it can in fact be everything, and also, it can be somewhere, it always has a place (p.191). Where is the natural place of matter? Place is always in a relationship with matter. (p.195). Every place, have a place, except for cosmos itself. The place is the container. Place is what is going to be filled with matter. Place is where the body is. The body is a place. Long time ago, the body was determined as pre soul (p.234). The body is what possesses life. Just like earth is the place for life. It is the beginning, it is change, the internal source of movement. It is our bodies that can be moved. We can be another place. Where we are, is the room. We are place, and we are at place. The earth is our place.
Now it seems like the human being is controlling the material world and that the human being itself is the movement, nature, and place. We made it that way. We changed the nature without even knowing it. The nature that we so much wanted, does not even exist. There is no nature beyond us. The human being just figured out, that we are not even bound to the physical laws on earth. Arendt puts it like we try to make space in space. (p.270). We travel to other planets. We can see physical things existing that does not empirically exist, but we see these thing with mathematics, away from our perception. We can look at them with science. We travel to space to look what is beyond nature. We say that science can explain everything. The weird thing is that we made science up ourselves. Nothing can be explained to humans beyond our own logic. Take God for example, the search for the truth took us beyond ourselves. It took us to space. The laws exist only in our brains, or as Arendt says, that our brain is bound to earth (p.280).
My biggest dream is to leave earth, to leave my own place of mind. I want to experience a world beyond my human mind. What am I born to do, when place and living is a part of my being, but I do not know what to do with it; when I cannot get out of here? How am I supposed to live, when I no longer have a place to live on, when the world is no longer what it was? The world changed so fast, but the human being is still stuck. I cannot claim my space as mine anymore? I am an immigrant on a planet. What am I suppose to do? I do no longer know my own nature and the purpose of my life? I once had an answer provided by the place I was born at, but nowadays, I have no room, I have nowhere to live. I am lost. I do not know who or what I am. What is the being of being a human being?
If we I not have a place, I am just an immigrant. I am like Kennedy expresses it, just waste, I am matter without a place. I became a lost soul with nothing to hang on to. Baby, I think I am in need of Nature and God. I am just Human, I will not make it on my own.

THE HUMAN BEING, THE POLITICAL ANIMAL.

I am afraid of going with the racist, but at least they give me a solution. I was always looking for a solution. I always wanted answers. They give me the answers to the hardest of questions. Why am I here? I am here to concur. How will I concur? By killing all the other animals and take their place. It is easy. As human beings, we developed by looking at the other animals, and we did as they did. We started to make ourselves territories, just as other animals, but there is one important differences among others. The human being is not only an animal; it is also a spiritual being. It cannot make territory against other humans, since other humans are also themselves. Reason says no, but poor long lost God says yes.
This is what the racists forgot, that we once belong to God and not Reason. With reason and territories, we needed laws. We invented a power on earth and earth itself was no longer the greatest intentional power and movement of them all. The humans own creation got to be the biggest and economy is the most important thing. The human being started to own nature and made it its own resource. Reason took me to the state of an animal, a state where I forgot about the spirit, a state where my desires where the rulers.
My history is that one of the wild people, I was once one among the naked beasts of nature. I have been closer to earth, I did believe in something. When I was in my first place, my mother's wombs, I believed in a power greater than myself! I knew a power greater than myself existed, cause I was in the middle of it. Reason has not yet been there and talked to me. I am unaware of the organizing language and rules of national borders. What did I know back then? I was born with an uneducated Reason. My Reason is also cultural, but back then, all I relied on was my God, the Mother.
Nowadays, I really think I know what nature is, since I am nature myself? I know nature, since nature built me. I know how it is made. But what is it? Am I just jumping around from empty space? Is this nature only a place before we are born again, into another world? Is Mother Earth only another womb? When I transcend nature, I become Divine.

FINALLY, IT IS TIME FOR THE END...

This was a meditation beyond Reason, it is based on feelings, that which is the nature of me as an animal. My feelings are my connection to earth, to fire, air and water. My blood is pumping like a flood, my breath is getting heavier and I can feel my energy— that what I am. That, which I once was, but Reason once told me I was spiritual, that I was divine.
I am a stranger to myself. I lost the contact with nature since the nature is not here anymore. I destroyed it. I lost my nature, I lost God. I lost my moral. I lost myself. I am only an organism on a planet rolling around in an endless universe. A long time ago, the sky was the limit, that is not the case anymore. I am my own limit. Human is the limit.
The point is, to not exist at all, to totally become spirit and exist beyond matter. I wish you a very good luck, and until then, enjoy your time in empty space place. Beyond my feelings is serenity, that which was my primary being, my existence as Human along Nature and God. My thoughts are taking place, they fill the uterus of my brain.
Finally, and the most important questions of all, what happened to God? God was once very close bound to earth. Human loved God, and God loved Human, what happened? Long time ago people killed God and instead put their own metaphysical family as the highest spirit and primary goal. The racist patriots put the spirit of the nation above all, and other worshiped their mom.
The point of this is, and one of the point with God, is that God has a plan, right? Also, this earth we are living on, is the room in which the plan of God is taking place, right? Here is the deal, earth, that which some people say that God created in the first place, is not really here anymore. It existed a long time ago. Was that the plan of God? Was the plan to make earth something that can be claimed and measured and understood with what we call science? Nature, is something that Reason took and made its own. Earth disappeared when man started to listening to his own voice more than the voice of God. Now Reason tries to kill us by making up differences between peoples nature and other peoples nature. Reason is trying to kill us, and it is blaming Nature for it. Human is taking Gods place and started to make rules for an earth which he does not own, nor know.
When I feel that I am supernatural, I feel that I am really alive; and this supernatural feeling, is within my nature, but I have to get there. It is like a place, but it is not material, it is metaphysical, and I think only God has the answer to that, since Nature, is earthbound, and Human, finite, and Reason is not the one who can tell me anything about the metaphysical. Reason is not that smart, but Human is free, God is a choice and Nature has goals. We will see what happens. Now, time to pray.

Space.

Not empty space.

Space.

The End.
Fulfilled space.
Finite.

Literature

Arendt, Hannah. The Conquest of Space and the Stature of Man. The New Atlantis, Number 18, Fall 2007, pp. 43- 55
Chakrabarty, Dipesh. The Climate of History- Four Theses
Heidegger, Martin. Building, Dwelling, Thinking. Trans. Albert Hofstadter. Poetry, Language, Thought. Harper Colophon Books, New York. 1971.
Kennedy. 2007. Waste. State University of New York Press. Albany.
Macauley, David. 2011. Elemental Philosophy: Earth, Air, Fire and Water as Environmental Ideas. New York: State University of New York Press
Rousseau, Jean- Jaques. 1754. Discourse on Inequality
Sallis, John. 2010. The Elemental Earth

Notes from seminars and lectures with Johan Redin, October 2015, Södertörns Högskola

söndag 28 juni 2015

HOLOCAUST VS CAPITALISM

The question...

Why where there not any protests?
Why did no one do anything?
Why did the people shut up?

How come they let this happen?

How come they let other people die?
How come the power killed the innocent?

Did they not see?

How come the sick and poor had to die when there were so many rich and wealthy people?
How come the rich and wealthy people did not share with the sick and poor?

Why where the working class dumb and the middle class numb?

Fear?

Fear of being wrong?
Fear of loosing what you have?
Fear of not getting what you want?

Give up your desire.
Become free of shame.
Be the one who cannot be blamed.

Who is there to blame?

God?

Why did we not do anything?

Money is the answer.

SYNONYM FOR MONEY: Power.

Desire. More.

Addiction: Even if you have enought. You want more.

We need another drug.

The world needs another solution.

God.

Addiction. Never ending desire.

The greatest power.

Human. Be humble.

Answer the question.

Why?

God?

You cannot lose God, but you can always lose your money.

What are you afraid of?

I am afraid of loosing my mind.

But I also know that the one who has God has no fear.

måndag 8 juni 2015

HOUSTON WE GOT A PROBLEM...

APOLLO 13: HOUSTON, WE GOT A PROBLEM.
HOUSTON: WE GOT A PROBLEM.
APOLLO 13: WHAT?!
HOUSTON: YEAH. WE GOT A PROBLEM.
APOLLO 13: BUT WE HAD A PROBLEM FIRST!
HOUSTON: BUT OUR PROBLEM IS BIGGER THAN YOURS.
APOLLO 13: WOULDN'T BET ON IT.
HOUSTON: JESSICA KARLÉN IS ON HER WAY OVER HERE.
JESSICA KARLÉN: HEY! I HEARD THAT!
APOLLO 13: HOUSTON! YOU GOT A PROBLEM.
JESSICA KARLÉN: I'M NOT A PROBLEM! YOU CAN HAVE A PROBLEM!
ICE-T: I'VE GOT 99 PROBLEMS BUT A BITCH AIN'T ONE.
JESSICA KARLÉN: HEY! I HEARD THAT!
APOLLO 13: JESSICA... TAKE IT EASY...
ICE-T: IT'S COOL. I CAN HANDLE HER!
JESSICA KARLÉN: WTF!!!
HOUSTON: WE CAN TAKE IT FROM HERE!
ICE-T: BUT...
APOLLO 13 (TO ICE-T): YOU GOT A PROBLEM?!
ICE-T: I'VE GOT...
APOLLO 13: A LOT OF PROBLEMS!
JESSICA KARLÉN: WE ALREADY KNOW!
HOUSTON: YEAH! IT'S 99! JAY-Z TOLD US!

måndag 1 juni 2015

BIRTHDAY PROJECT:< SPIRIT>< SOUL>< ART>< BODY>

About

1. JESSICA KARLÉN AND ALBERT EINSTEIN ARE HAVING A WALK THROUGH HUMLEGÅRDEN IN STOCKHOLM, SWEDEN.

JESSICA KARLÉN (voice over): I was having this walk with Albert Einstein the other day...

YOU (think): HOW'S THAT POSSIBLE?!

ALBERT AND JESSICA STOPS BY THE VERY THOUGHT GAZING UP IN HEAVEN WONDERING WHO IS THERE AND WHOS THOUGHT IT IS?

YOU (think even harder): How is that possible?! Albert Einstein and Jessica Karlén having a walk?! The year is 2015?!?!?! I mean come on. This is crazy...

JESSICA KARLÉN: Since matter is energy and energy can never be destroyed nor created.

LOGIC (whisper): Albert Einstein is matter.

And the wind immediately transformed itself to the breathe of Jessica Karlén.

<RESPIRATION>
<INSPIRATION>
</RESPIRATION>

JESSICA KARLÉN (continues): So I was on this ordinary everyday walk with Albert Einstein in Humlegården the other day...

(NO ONE FINALLY INTERRUPTS)

JESSICA KARLÈN (to Albert) : So. Albert. Are you coming to my birthday party?

ALBERT EINSTEIN: Of course, my dear... Why would I not?

JESSICA KARLÉN: Oh dear... Albert. How come you sound so brttish?

ALBERT EINSTEIN: Sorry dear. I mean... Entschuldigung... Meine Liebling... Warum?

JESSICA KARLÉN: It's just that... I don't know. I have been thinking... About this birthday party... If I put a lot of energy and effort in it, you know— buying a new dress, cooking a shitloads of food, hiring this super mega expensive rockNroll band, inviting all my friends and enemies... What if no one shows up? What is the point?

ALBERT EINSTEIN: The point is to do what you are supposed to do...

GOD: HEY! That is my line!

JESSICA KARLÉN: But I mean, like... Where did all the energy go? Is it all wasted?

ALBERT EINSTEIN: It's never a waste dear. It did not disappear... It just went to... To nothing....

JESSICA KARLÈN: But...

ALBERT EINSTEIN (interrupts): No buts... The trees will need it, the air, the wind that blows and the pollution of the bees. Jessica, you need to remember you did not loose anything. It was just something else that won. Nothing is something... Even if the name of this something right now is nothing.


JESSICA KARLÉN: But this nothingness?!

ALBERT EINSTEIN: Metaphysi
cs is not really my thing, ok? You should talk to Aristotle. He is coming to your party right?


JESSICA KARLÉN: I think so but..

ALBERT EINSTEIN: No fucking but... Sorry, no pun intended. But also, remember. If you make a misstake. You will learn from it. And if you learn from it— it was not a misstake.

JESSICA KARLÉN: Albert... Did you just steal a quote from someone?

ALBERT EINSTEIN: Sorry girl. YOLO.

JESSICA KARLÉN: I don't know if I can trust you anymore.

ALBERT EINSTEIN: I don't need your trust. Just your willingness. Come on. Let's make love under the tree over there.

JESSICA KARLÉN: But....

ALBERT EINSTEIN: I love your butt.

JESSICA KARLÉN: Can we name our baby Nothing?

ALBERT EINSTEIN: No! Never!

JESSICA KARLÉN: Then Never it is.


1. #CLUB 27 - - - #ERROR - - ### APPLICATION DECLINED #### - - - - -
2. * * * * DEADLINE * * * * EPIC END * * * * PARTY -

A project dies, another starts (conclusion- look at the end)
Is history repeated? (bullshit)
Then how can something new be created?
The future continues.

An initiativ.
A baby.
The likelihood of a new initiative is as possible as every possibility of expectation. (crystalized fantasy)
There are unique ideas behind every thought, since every human being that thinks is one unique combination.
YOU have a specific combination of DNA? (proof needed?)
YOU have something to do?
YOU are here for a reason? (Proof superfluous)
What is your purpose? (RSVP)
What is the meaning of your life? (File attached * * * LOST SOULS PASSWORD* * *)
Every baby that is born is new (Look above)
You can created something that is not yet created.(Paradox?)
Is everything that now exists just a combination of previously things that existed? Therefor not unique? (Antinomy?)
How many ideas can be born before we die in the same way?
Do we end up at the same place?
What is a place?
Are we everybody together in the same now?
Back to reality. PERIOD!


Twitter @jessicakarlen
6. * REPEAT * REPEAT * REWIND * REPEAT * LOVE * REPEAT * REPEAT *

Bring instruments. Sing. Be happy. Say hello. Meet someone new. Take a chance. Your life wont change unless you do. ”Be the change” Celebrate my birthday. Find the soul you hated hundred life ago. Forgive it. Forgive yourself. Forgive everybody. Be happy. Hold hands. Travel through space and body, matter with light. Care less about the future. Enjoy the now and bring a happy moment to your future. Vibrate between. Make a movement. Count on it. Mathematic distance. Achievement unnecessary. Effort declined. BEING APPROVED.

$*$*$*$ DOLLARS WANTED *$*$*$*$* LOVE NEEDED _-_-_-_ ASK YOURSELF....


WHATS THE POINT?

WHO AM I?

<INFO># SYNTAX ERROR# </INFO>
<FINDING EGO> EGO ERASED <PROGRESS></FINDING EGO>
* WHAT AM I? *

WHAT IS THAT WHAT I AM?

CAN I ONLY BE THAT WHAT I AM?
DOES WHAT I AM HAVE A SPECIFIC MATTER?
WHAT DO I REALLY KNOW?!
IS WHAT I AM A RESULT OF WHAT EVERYTHING WAS?
THEN WHY CAN'T I PREVENT THE FUTURE?
MAYBE I CAN?!
WHAT DO YOU THINK?

THE LOST SOULS LISTS OF APPENDIX

1. BODY
2. THOUGHT
3. FEELING

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/LOVE @jessicakarlen

ANY QUESTIONS?

jessicakarlen@gmail.com

P.S PHONE RINGS* *

JESSICA KARLÉN: … Yes?

ARISTOTLE: Hi, its me. Aristotle.

JESSICA KARLÉN: Oh, hi! How is it going?

ARISTOTLE: Well I'm fine... It's just that... I wont make it to your party.

JESSICA KARLÉN: I'm so sorry to hear that. Why is that?

ARISTOTLE: I just heard your conversation with Einstein about being matter. And it's just that... I got soul. And I can not transform that shit.

JESSICA KARLÉN: What do you mean?

ARISTOTLE: You know this thing about the genius? That the genius is the spirit that the body was born with? It's just that... I think my matter is holding me back.

JESSICA KARLÉN: I understand. So you feel forced to come?

ARISTOTLE: Yes. Kind of. And you know. If it is not free. It's not art.

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